Sunday, 8 September 2013

Moving Away From Home

As many people have been posting on Twitter and Facebook about moving away from home for University I decided I'd share my experience with you and hopefully it can settle some nerves! Whether you're moving counties or country, it's still a massive step and it can be really daunting. Once you get over the initial shock of moving you will settle in and it will get easier!

Leaving Secondary School

I moved from Ireland to London the Summer after finishing my Leaving Certificate which is the Irish equivalent of A-Levels. I had my eyes set on the big city. My brother has lived here for years and i was always completely infatuated by the place when I used to visit him. I wrote a blog recently about the types of people you see around london every day that you just don't get in Ireland. They're quirky and individual and just make me love being here. Don't get me wrong, it wasn't easy to move, I really missed home and my friends and family, a lot. It's a huge change moving from your family home and a lot of things change. I've learnt that change is definitely a good thing though. I'm really independent now, I can try my hand at cooking almost anything and most importantly, I've made so many friends here. 

When I first moved I got a bit of a shock and felt like that was it, I was gone forever and I'd never be returning. I had to put things into perspective and think logically, and told myself "come on Anna-Kate! it's only an hour away, you're not in Australia!". I knew that I could go home anytime I wanted, It is only an hours flight and I'll always be welcome. I've been here for over two years now and I still call my house in London "the flat" and my house in Ireland "home", because it is. Knowing this makes it easier to be away and I just look forward to going home and seeing everyone which I can do whenever I want as flights are generally cheap. 

I really believe moving away is going to be as good as you make it. I had my few days of being a bit shocked that I was away from home for the first time ever really and missing my family. Once I let myself relax I really started to enjoy it and eventually I even got to love it. 

My Top Tips

Throw Yourself Into The Experience. 
Don't let nerves or the initial homesickness beat you. Give it everything you have and allow yourself to enjoy it. As I said, I was in total shock when I arrived but once I found my feet I realised how lucky I was to be getting the opportunity to be here. 

Live in Student Halls
This is such a great way to make immediate friends who are all in the same boat as you. They're also safe and some even have fully catered kitchen, so if you're lucky you won't have to cook. I lived in one for my first year here and it definitely made things a lot easier.

Join Societies
Every University has societies from sports, religion, dance, theatre and debate teams and loads more there's no excuses, there's something there for everyone. Even if you don't think you're the best hockey player ever or the most articulate debater still join. The clubs are just for fun and making friends and who knows, you might even surprise yourself and be great! Becoming a part of the University is great not only for your experience and making friends but also for you CV. I ran for class representative and got it! It's invaluable experience and I've gotten to know lots of people I wouldn't have if I didn't do it. It's good to be able to put stuff like that on my CV as it shows I'm well rounded and I get involved. 

Talk to Everyone
Though you may have made friends with people you live with you should still try and make friends in your classes. Just introduce yourself, join in with peoples conversations and just be yourself. I made one of my best friends towards the end of my first year just because I didn't ever think we'd get on until we got talking one day. 

Remember why you're There!
You've moved for a reason, to study! Though you want to have a good time you still need to put in a few hours to up your grades and save your liver. The best thing I've done sounds silly and obvious but just listen in class. You have to attend so you may as well choon in and listen carefully and take notes. It saves on hours of study long term and you won't feel completely bogged down when a deadline or exam is looming.

Make Yourself Feel at Home
I have loads of photos of my friends and family in my room and I brought a few things with me from home that make it feel more homely. I'd suggest downloading Viber or Whatsapp on your phone to chat with family and friends whenever you want for as long as you want for free! I can always grab my phone if I'm missing home and someones bound to lift my spirits!

Author's Intentions Vs Readers Interpretation

Hey Guys, 

This essay was inspired by many hours of debate in University lectures and seminars regardless as to what module it was in so I decided to put my thoughts on paper and share it with you.

In this essay I wish to explore whether it is the author’s intentions or the reader’s interpretation that determines literary meaning. I hope to look at both sides of the argument and draw an overall opinion through understanding the perspectives of others.

As a reader you experience a piece of art. Art is, in fact, subjective at its very core. However, it is also a creation by a person, an author who had some sort of intent for their work. This intent could be to have the audience experience a particular emotion, consider certain subjects, or teach us and give us a certain opinion about a character, place or situation. Most literary theory is based around the idea that a text can take on a life of its very own once it has been written. According to this opinion, any novel or any poem can be complete as it is and it is our interpretation that deciphers what the meaning on the page really is to each of us individually. It is the job of a reader to appreciate and understand what the author’s intent may have been.

Every reader has a different experience of a story and a different interpretation; this is what makes reading so interesting. An author provides a story from which we can take a different meaning to everyone else. Cleanth Brooks believed that “the relevant part of the author’s intention is what he actually got into his work”. When an author writes a piece of work, they don’t just simply record their own rational thoughts for you to take as they are. Instead, a good writer will inevitably and instinctively include all sorts of paths from which we may take meaning completely different to that of another person. It is the reader’s job to analyse and interpret literary meaning and find their own interpretation of the author’s work. The reason that this independence for people to give their own interpretation is so interesting is that sometimes we find meaning that the author themselves are not even aware of. For the reader, the literary meaning is not just a direct expression of an author’s intentions; it is a visible sign of the author’s exact consciousness.

Though an author may have an intention for a text in their conscious minds, the unconscious urges and desires leave indirect messages in their works as well, and it takes careful, creative reading and decoding to understand what a literary work really means. Some critics argue that literary meaning can be derived from more than the expression of a single individual. They believe that it is the product of an era or a community or even a representation of a certain age. From this viewpoint it can be said that literary meaning becomes an exercise in exploring meanings that go beyond the personality or thoughts of just one author.

Language is not just used by people, but language also uses people. Deconstruction explains that we are, born into a world of already existing language and literary meanings. This means that our own interpretation of a piece of work is based around our own understanding of pre existing thoughts, ideas and words. Language allows us to think, describe and understand everything around us. From this perspective, authors exist in an infinite network of prose and individual intention is either an illusion or just another fiction assembled from past fictions and thoughts. The fast changing pace of language and word meaning can sometimes interfere with our interpretation of work from a different epoch.

Shakespeare’s plays become a window into social, cultural and even political issues that may have formed part of his own original intentions. As Shakespeare did not intend on publishing his plays and directed them himself he did not need to write long detailed stage directions or descriptions. As a result of this, his work is open to our own interpretation. As exciting and interesting as that is, it still means that we may be misrepresenting what Shakespeare wanted to portray.

There is simply no way of knowing what Shakespeare’s intentions were, the message he intended to portray or even what he was thinking when he wrote a play. The Merchant of Venice was used by the Nazis to represent an anti-Jewish piece of propaganda. However, most modern interpretations are sympathetic towards Shylock (Martin Yaffe, 1999) this has come from different interpretations of his character by different directors. Throughout the centuries people have seen what they want to see in Shakespeare’s work and we don’t all have to agree on one opinion. The freedom of interpretation can result in controversial perspectives on the literature. In spite of this it could be said that the ambiguity of meaning has kept his work thriving and also keeps it relevant as it can be interpreted to fit almost any time or location that it is read in.
Ernest Hemingway wrote that “books should be judged by those who read them—not explained by the writer.” He also included that asking a writer to explain their works is extremely challenging. He said that you either get no useful information at all, “I don’t know, what do you think it means?” or else you get their own personal interpretation of what they intended for it to mean which leaves us with more questions.  An author’s only real intention is to create a work of art for us to interpret and not to send a ‘message’.

In comparison to this, William K. Wimsatt and Monroe C. Beardsley (1946), wrote an essay on intentional fallacy to explain how it is wrong of us to only consider the author’s own opinion as the last word to define the literary work’s meaning. They said that as authors are not usually around to answer our endless questions and even if they are, their opinions are merely just that, an opinion no more relevant than our own.

The documentary ‘Room 237’ (2012) explores perceived meanings behind the events in the film, ‘The Shining’. Stanley Kubrick’s 1980 adaptation of Stephen King’s novel has brought about ideas and beliefs that neither King nor Kubrick intended to portray. This example leads the vanguard in defining the absolute nature of a novel being interpreted when it is turned into a film. Stephen King has always refused to provide any interpretation of his books beyond the prose, to him the meaning the reader finds is more important than his objective.

When a novel is converted to a film the director’s vision and interpretation of the prose often directly clashes with interpretations of other readers. This is why films based on books are generally perceived in a negative light by people who have different interpretations to that of the film’s director. Notable examples that prove contrary to this include work such as Cormac McCarthy’s ‘No Country for Old Men’ (2005) which is very telegraphed in its intention and difficult to interoperate in any way other than the author’s intention.

Similarly, it can be emphasized that reading literature is not a matter of simply deciphering a message. “Meaning” means having an experience, and that experience is based on the text itself. That is the tightly constructed work of literary art in front of you. Every literary work, for these critics, has its own artistic intentions. It is not the author’s intention that matters; it’s the intention of the work itself and what we interpret as the reader.

On the other hand, literary theory also supports the idea that an author’s original intention does matter. E. D. Hirsch (1967) defended the idea of authorial intention as essential to a proper understanding of any literary work, “a text means what its author meant.” According to Hirsch, you would need to study an author’s letters and background carefully in order to get at the “aims and attitudes” that signal the original intention of the author to convey the correct literary meaning. Hirsch distinguished between the objective “meaning” of a text, only available through exhaustive research and the “significance” of a work which is what the work means to a reader, without the need for in-depth study.

It is suggested that reading literary work can give us the chance to recreate not only the author’s intention but the author’s consciousness in our own minds. These critics saw literature as a material, a form of consciousness that you the reader can explore. From this perspective, you are able to form opinions and make judgments about the authors’ lives and worldviews through their works. Given all this, literary theory suggests that an author’s intention is just one aspect of appreciating literature, and it’s an aspect that people treat in many different ways. You could say that reading literature is really an exercise in performing literature silently in your head. When we deliver the lines of a novel we aren’t interested in finding out the original stage directions of the work, instinctively we read it as a free-form, impromptu text in our heads.

A book does not exist for the benefit of the author; the book exists for the benefit the reader. This means that the reader can extract their own interpretation to get the literary meaning without the author’s direction or opinion impeding. If after reading a book you feel as though you have gotten something from it, be it personal growth, knowledge or compassion from your own interpretation then that book has been a success and the authors own intentional meaning should not change your opinion.

(Richard Badenhausen, 2004) T.S Eliot was of the opinion that an author should always depersonalise their own experiences when writing and that readers should approach a text impersonally, this is a very difficult task. Authorial intention is of course useful in understanding a text however, the literary meaning of a text should be interpreted on what an author has written.  E.D Hirsch says that this does not stop a text’s meaning from being ambiguous or philosophical. It could be said that Eliot’s poetry has somewhat of an incomplete meaning but infinite capacity for evaluation.

Comparatively, unconscious intention can influence a meaning that is sensitive to the language of the time of writing and can be interoperated differently nowadays. The meaning created by an author be it intentional or not can create historical gaps, also change of social and psychological norms create a bridge that allows us to create our own meaning even if we ‘carefully’ dissect the authors work. Therefore, you could say that the best meaning of a text is that which we create as individuals and is also what makes thinking critically about other people’s prose so interesting.

It could be said that an author’s intention is useful for deciding what the validity of other people’s interpretations of a text. No interpretation can be judged as correct or incorrect, but the author’s intention is a normative opinion against which probability can be gauged. Some critics believe that interpretation should be based around what is unquestionably in a text and that only critics should read between the lines to avoid misunderstanding texts. You could contend however, that because all texts are incomplete in some form, we should always try to read deeper and include our own interpretation of a piece of art to find out the literary meaning.

As students of English Literature we are taught to dig deeper and to form our own opinions of other peoples work and be critical. Through careful consideration and research I have come to the realisation that it is the reader’s interpretation that is important when trying to determine the literary meaning of a text. Eliot once said, “History has many cunning passages, contrived corridors” this implies that nothing is more subjective than the truth and the reader’s interpretation says more than an author could ever express. Therefore, interpretation is led by the author’s intent but in the case of ambiguity, meaning is derived and interpreted through the personal experience of the reader. 



Friday, 6 September 2013

Things I've Been Loving

It's Friday!

I've had a pretty boring week at home as I've had a chest infection, the joy! So I've mostly been sat in wasting time which I am great at! I watched Magic Mike, which was really disappointingly crap! I've finally started my reading list for Uni and bought lots of books from Amazon. As I study English Lit I obviously have to get a huge amount of books which ends up costing a lot by the end of the year. There's been one or two fairly niche books that I haven't managed to get on Amazon. Other then that, they have everything and for less than half the price of a high street book store as you can get used books. Just FYI for any Uni newbies! Anyway, here's some of the stuff that have kept me happy and sane this week - Enjoy! 

I got this Graze box today, in the post. They're meant to be a set of 'healthy' snacks that you can eat throughout the week instead of snacking on junk food. If I'm honest, I've eaten almost three of them since receiving it this morning. If you can contain yourself to eating just one packet every few days as your only snack then more power to you! 

                   

The Super Berry Detox and Cheddar Gorge were both really nice - the Summer berry compote, not so much! I think these boxes are great if you can have them delivered to where you work for lunch as they are a good way to escape eating 15 chocolate biscuits, not that I would ever do that..



Last night I went out to my favourite pub in London, La Brocca in West Hampstead. It's really cool and laid back, jazz music playing, the best Pizzas ever and a good selection of drinks! A few ciders later this happened. I'm going to justify eating this as I needed it for hangover prevention. 

                     

I've been using these John Frieda products for just over a week now and they have genuinely made my hair look brighter. I wouldn't say they are very moisturising but I would recommend them for anyone who wants to give their hair a little boost! Expect brighter, highlighted looking hair, not silky smooth conditioned hair. They're currently half price (around £4 each) in most drugstores in London, at least. 

                   

Since I found out that Siri does this I have been completely obsessed with Googling "Questions to ask Siri", this is my favourite one! I can't help but ask him questions before sleeping every night. I realise how sad that is now that I've written it down but hey, I like sharing with you!

                                        

I found out that I have asthma this week and was given this childrens contraption to learn how to use the inhaler. I apparently have to carry this around all the time now, which is great considering its so handbag friendly? Glasses and an inhaler all in one month. I sure am glad I'm no longer in primary school, work it Anna-Kate, embrace your inner nerd!

             

A few months ago i discovered 'Sleepytime Tea'. As well as being a very cute name it was really nice. I drank it every night before going to bed, having convinced myself that it would help me sleep faster. Placebo tea, you fooled me! The sleepytime tea was just camomile tea with clever marketing, so I got this Twinings one instead which also has honey in it. It's really nice and just makes me feel warm and a little bit better. A little bit like hot chocolate at Christmas but with less calories!

                                       

And finally, I got an audible account this week. I decided I'd try out an audiobook that I can listen to at night time instead of watching Breaking Bad in bed. The urge to marathon the series is not exactly conducive to sleeping! A lot of my friends say they listen to audio books when they are driving which is actually a great idea. You get one free book in your first month as a trail so you can always cancel it if it's not for you, what have you got to lose?

I'm hoping I have a more productive weekend and actually do someone outside of the house!

What have you been liking this week? Have a nice weekend! 

Monday, 2 September 2013

How is Stigma Attached to Illness explored in Literature?

Hey Guys, 

I recently posted an essay I wrote on Blade Runner and Metropolis and decided I would share another. I read a book called 'PWA - Looking Aids in the Face' by Oscar Moore a few months ago. The book is comprised of many articles that Moore wrote on his experience with Aids. The book inspired me to write this essay on how stigma attached to illness is explored in literature
 
Stigma can be defined as, “The shame or disgrace attached to something regarded as socially unacceptable.” (Stead, 2013) Those who feel stigmatised are made feel outcast and are marked as being different in some way that impacts on them negatively. It is a powerful tool that takes social control and can marginalise, exclude, reject and dangerously implement power over people and ruin their lives. The feeling is often created due to a person believing that they have brought shame upon themselves in some way. In this essay I intend to discuss the effect that stigma has on the diseased body and the disjunction of body and mind that is caused by stigma as explored in literature.

Once HIV was discovered by scientists, social responses of fear, denial, stigma and discrimination accompanied the epidemic. Because of this, discrimination against people living with HIV rapidly spread, fuelling anxiety and prejudice against sufferers and their families. It is fair to say that people with HIV suffer not only from the physical and medical concerns the disease brings but also the social stigma attached to having ‘contracted’ HIV. The body becomes a vehicle of stigma and is eventually separated from the mind. This means that people no longer feel in control of their body and lose control of the future that once was. The feeling of having no control of a disease that is essentially eating your body alive can transgress between body and mind and can confound the codes between morality, suffering, sickness and health. As a consequence of this, people are labelled as being ‘sick’ and become separated from their ‘normal’ social world.

Often, people living with HIV are seen as shameful as the infection is sometimes associated with minority groups or behaviours such as homosexuality, drug use and prostitution. In some societies, HIV is seen as the result of personal irresponsibility. There are approximately 96,000 people living with HIV today in the UK (National AIDS Trust). There is a stigma and discrimination associated with sufferers the world over. Many of whom have been rejected by their families, their loved ones and often by their communities. Therefore, people who feel infected are made feel alienated as they have contracted the disease and feel that it is punishment for their behaviour. Societal pressure and the implication that they have acted irresponsibly with their bodies’ adds to the pressure that the person condemns themselves with.
While writing “AIDS and its Metaphors”, (1979) Susan Sontag draws on her own experiences as a cancer patient, as well as her friendships with people affected by AIDS. The message Sontag portrays is that friendships, despite possible fallibility, can be strong and resilient even in times of crisis. The story suggests that conversation can quite literally create a healing environment mentally.  Sontag suggests that the mind and a positive environment can transcend the diseased body. The negative effects of stigma have repercussions on both body and mind and this highlights the duality of the two.

Similarly to Sontag’s essay, “Philadelphia” 1993 directed by Jonathan Demme, explores ethical and moral issues manifested by AIDS and its relationship with homosexuality. It suggests that AIDS is seen as a crime against the self. The film gives us an insight in to people who believed punishment was the only viable resolution for the ‘promiscuous conduct’ that is often associated with AIDS. The character Beckett laughs at his Lawyer Miller’s TV commercial when he is in hospital, saying “if you or someone you know has been injured through the fault of others, you may be entitled to legal remedy” (Philadelphia, 1993). This is an ironic reaction to a statement that questions the innocence of the ill and even blames them. In the context of HIV, the implication of Miller’s advert is essentially that if your pain and suffering has been caused by another person and not yourself, then you may be entitled to legal redress. This may well imply that the people who transmit HIV to an individual can be deemed ‘guilty’ – which is in contrast to Miller’s own views on homosexuality. Demme uses the term “negligence of other” (Philadelphia, 1993) in court. In legal terms ‘negligence’ can mean carelessness and in Beckett’s case, it refers to irresponsible actions which a person could essentially avoid. This is a way to incorporate a sense of guilt and blame on AIDS victims as they spread the disease.

The image of AIDS portrayed as a crime in Philadelphia is depicted also in Sontag’s essay “AIDS and Its Metaphors”. Sontag’s essay shows us society’s use of military to describe illness as a type of invasion against the body, and our efforts to stop the spread of the disease as a war. Such an idea can imply the use of force and violence. In her essay, Sontag suggests that society judges the ill diseased body and labels them as either guilty or innocent. She states that, “innocence, by the inexorable logic that governs all relational terms, suggests guilt.” (Sontag, p.99). Sontag is insinuating that society describes AIDS in two ways. The actual illness can be seen as an invasion of the body, however when the focus is transmission, a different image is invoked – pollution of the body. This in turn can segregate between healthy people and those who endanger their purity with the chance of disease or pollution. 

Likewise, in ‘Philadelphia’ we see the segregation between the diseased body and the healthy body. When Beckett is called into a conference room by his work colleagues, Demme shows us an obvious divide between Beckett’s seat and where his employers are sitting by getting clever camera shots of them. This division between them shows us the negative feelings of the law firm and sets a tense scene for firing Beckett.  We see a contrived divide between society and AIDS sufferers that is clearly depicted through the judgmental looks from the lawyers as they assume promiscuous behaviour and homosexuality as the cause of Beckett contracting AIDS, thus putting blame on him.

In Philadelphia, we see discrimination against Beckett because of his AIDS once the physical effects of his illness become impossible to hide and the law firm fire him as they fear that his disease will affect their clients. The two main behaviours and therefore lifestyles that are often linked to the transmission of AIDS are homosexuality and drug use. Both groups were repressed and let down by society when Philadelphia was produced as well as when Sontag’s essay was published. Sontag describes AIDS as indulgences and “addictions to chemicals that are illegal and to sex regarded as deviant”. (Sontag, p.113)

The first outbreak of AIDS left society terrified of being infected by the illness itself and also worried people about the transmissions of ‘sins’ attached to having AIDS. When Beckett meets Miller at his office they share a mutual respect of one another until Beckett tells Miller that he has AIDS. This leads to Miller physically moving away from Beckett and he takes note of everything he touches in his office. Demme focuses the camera on the objects that Beckett touches rather than focusing on the men’s facial expressions. Instead we are shown brief shots of Miller looking very judgmental and weary of Beckett. This scene shows how people with AIDS are met with uncertainty and sometimes fear. Within a matter of seconds Beckett goes from being equal to Miller to being inferior.

AIDS, unlike most diseases, does not just infect random individuals, instead, it is thought of and seen to be a consequence of a person’s actions. Because AIDS is sexually transmitted, it is easy to connect the disease to images of the ‘Plague’ or in Sontag’s case a war (Sontag, p.76. The disease is sent as a punishment against those who participate in deviant behaviour which creates stigma for a sufferer. One main problem portrayed in Philadelphia was the lack of empathy society had towards people infected with AIDS, due to the promiscuous actions associated with the disease. We see Miller talking to his wife about his confusion regarding homosexuality. He has consoled himself with the belief that he is fighting the case for Beckett as he does not agree with discrimination in general rather than the disease itself.
The stigma attached to AIDS often engrosses people to the point where they forget that the person is suffering. Because of this, they are not quite as sympathetic as they would be with a person who has a disease that they could not perhaps have prevented. Sontag laments that these actions sadly seem to be the values of society. During the initial outbreak of AIDS, many people viewed homosexuality as a type of crime against what nature had intended for the infected body. The followers of many religions believe that homosexuality is to be regarded as an act of sin that deserves some kind of punishment. As a result of this, AIDS is sometimes seen as a punishment for immoral conduct that an individual chooses to take part in.

In Oscar Moore’s ‘PWA – Looking AIDS in the Face’ (1996) we are given an account of his daily battle with HIV and the way in which he coped with not only the illnesses effects on his body but his encounters with society. The perception of his body by people in his life made him feel like an outcast because of his illness. Moore’s original diagnosis was HIV. Years later he was to discover that the atrocious pain that he was experiencing in his stomach was not caused by his excessive lifestyle of consuming extreme amounts of cocaine and ecstasy but by the transition to AIDS and the development of shingles in his guts as part of that transition. To him this meant that he was no longer a person, he was no longer Oscar Moore; he was now a ‘Person with AIDS’.
Sontag’s ‘Illness as Metaphor’ (1978) was written when she was a cancer patient herself which opened her eyes to the world of illness and the impact it can have on more than just your body. The book shows how perceived ideas and myths surrounding certain illnesses can add massively to the patients suffering through creating unnecessary stigma. Sontag’s liberating approach to illness is similar to that of Oscar Moore. She shows us cancer for what it really is, just a disease, a disease that can become part of your body, and not something to be ashamed of or detach yourself from.

Sontag wished to show us that cancer is not a curse or a punishment for a ‘sin’ and that it should certainly not be an embarrassment or bring shame to the sufferer. Sontag discusses the term ‘cancer personality’ that she came across while she was ill. She discusses the blame and stigma such language can create for the patient and believed that such a negative term impedes on the patient’s recovery. Instead she preferred to use the term ‘disease-producing lifestyle’ to describe both the physical and mental changes that cancer patients often quite understandably go through when they are ill. Labelling people as having ‘cancer personality’ (Sontag p.48) makes them become the disease rather than seeing them as a person with a diseased body.

When a patient is diagnosed with a stigmatised disease it can be treated as a malevolent, undefeatable predator and not something a patient feels they can overcome. In turn, people with stigmatised diseases will be demoralised and defeated by their illness. Sontag believed that the only way to rectify this problem would be to demystify the disease and give people a better understanding of what a person’s body is actually going through so that ill people do not have to feel outcast by their own bodies. Sontag believed that demystifying the illness would remove the stigma and this would alleviate the guilt, blame and shame that sufferers so often render upon themselves.

Similarly, Oscar Moore opened his life to the public with his journal in ‘The Guardian’ in a plight to open people’s eyes to the reality of a person with AIDS, and the physical suffering they can go through. If it is perceived that someone has done something previously that contributed to their illness, they often feel stigmatised. The idea of having ‘caught’ or ‘contracted’ an illness contributes to people stigmatising sufferers as they believe that the illness is their own doing. We see how dramatically AIDS erodes Moore’s body leading to his death in ‘Looking AIDS in the Face’. Moore does not feel sorry for himself, he writes his journal with unflinching honesty and a wry, black humour, as he charted his body’s physical descent.

The main culprits that create stigma are often the media. Governments use propaganda which could be construed as unscrupulous as they use fear to imply the risk of smoking. They use images of diseased lungs and harsh taglines such as “Smoking Kills” and “Smoking seriously harms you and others around you”. These No Smoking campaigns don’t acknowledge the feelings of guilt, shame and blame that they enforce on people who are suffering from diseases. Lung cancer is an illness that so often receives negative attitudes creating stigma as they are often believed to have contributed to their cancer. Though the body is suffering, the ill person does not feel entitled to empathy or even entitled to suffer. In the series ‘Breaking Bad’ people comment on how Walter White got lung cancer but never actually smoked, perhaps implying that if he had smoked he would have deserved the illness.

A 2009 German AIDS awareness group, Regenbogen released an advert using images of famous world dictators such as Adolf Hitler and Saddam Hussein to convey the message “AIDS is a mass murderer”. This advert used shock imagery to make people fear contracting the disease. This advert was attacked by the HIV charity Terrence Higgins Trust as they believed that the advert would stigmatise people who already have the disease. This advert is a prime example of the negativity adverts can exude that does nothing but increase people’s fear of contracting HIV and is more likely to discourage people from being tested. In the UK, one in four people who have HIV is not aware that he or she has it and negative reinforcement is likely to deter people from wanting to be tested. HIV is no longer a death sentence in the developed world as treatment is widely available and allows people with HIV to live a healthy life. This advert is indicative of the stigma attached to HIV. Most propaganda does not promote any positivity and proliferation of stigma without encouraging safe sex leads to the feeling of disenfranchisement of those who already have the disease.

A culture of shame is often brought upon people with HIV because contracting HIV is often believed to be associated with acts that some cultures see as immoral or abhorrent behaviour. By blaming certain people associated with HIV, society can excuse itself from the responsibility of caring for such groups of ill people. Because of this, sufferers often feel excluded from society and allow the disease to be transformed from an affliction of the body to an affliction of the mind.

In today’s society people have a heightened sensitivity regarding the language they use when talking about a person with a mental or physical disability. The ‘r’ word campaign was launched in 2007 to stop people using the word ‘retard’ as a derogatory term. The Spastic Society also changed their name to Scope to prevent people from labelling and stigmatising people with cerebral palsy due to the adoption of the word ‘spastic’ as a derogatory term. The main inspiration for the change of these names was because mentally and physically disabled people did not want to be labelled or seen differently – they wanted to be treated equally. When it comes to being ill, people are put into categories through use of language. When we talk about the diseased body and AIDS in particular we use words like ‘contracted’, ‘infected’ and ‘caught’ which all insinuate blame. The physical disabilities that people are born with or develop are the same as AIDS in their immutability, the only difference is the stigma attached to AIDS victims.

Oscar Moore identifies with this when he becomes a ‘Person with AIDS’. He talks about nurses referring to his ward as the ‘naughty boys ward’ (Moore, 1996, p.28 ). Moore introduces us to his world, the ward in a Glasgow hospital where as a gay man with AIDS, he was treated with great distain by the nurses. ‘Accentuate the positive; accessorise the negative” was Moore’s saying which almost suggests that his ever growing collection of medication, syringes and his ‘Hickman line’ had become part of his body. Moore tried to stop the connotations of having AIDS from integrating into his personality despite the stigma. Moore's writing was distinguished by its light-hearted humour, and the brave enlightened way in which he shared his story with the reader until his death.

AIDS quite literally led Moore into darkness when the virus slowly destroyed his eyes and eventually completely took his vision, "Blind terror” (Moore, 1996, p.163). Moore uses his column as a weapon to both fight the virus and the stigma attached to it. Though HIV can obliterate a body enough to render medicine useless, it does not prevent those suffering from it from fighting back intellectually. Not only did Moore’s journal help him fight his own battle, they also greatly contributed to the battle against ignorance and homophobia surrounding AIDS.

In Victorian England, the stigma of getting a disease could transcend class. Dickens used smallpox as a tool in ‘Bleak House’ to prove that illness is more than a physical disease but instead a type of ethical illness which was infecting English Victorian society (Dickens, p.113). Dickens’ aim was to show through disease that all people are in fact vulnerable to catching a disease or illness regardless of their class or background. The diseased body effectively levels the playing field by exposing the vulnerability of the body and its separation from a person’s moral standing, class or nature. This understanding of disease is similar to the conclusion that is reached by Miller in Philadelphia when he decides to fight for Beckett.

In ‘Philadelphia’, the idea that AIDS is almost a crime committed by the AIDS sufferer inflicts feelings of guilt, shame and blame upon infected people. Sontag states that “the shame” associated with AIDS is “linked to an imputation of guilt”. Similarly, in the song ‘Philadelphia’ and in Moore’s writing, we are painted a picture of the struggle that people with AIDS feel. The lyrics of the eponymous song ‘Philadelphia’ read, “Tell me I’m not to blame, I won’t be ashamed of love” - this captures the struggle a homosexual can be faced with when his disease physically displays itself to the world without his say in the matter. The implication of the song is that he wishes to be himself and not be ashamed about his illness or who it is that he chooses to love.

In ‘Philadelphia’ Beckett’s previously hidden sexuality is revealed when his law firm become aware that he is ill after his body lets him down. Comparatively, the way in which AIDS sufferers’ sexuality is made obvious through their illness, “illness flushes out an identity that might have remained hidden” (Fisher, p.111). The uncontrollable nature of the disease means that not only is a victim of AIDS suffering with the medical aspect of the illness, they are also faced with people knowing their personal identity.

Through understanding the way that the owner of a diseased body is made feel by stigma we can better understand the blurring of the boundaries between body and mind. The work of Oscar Moore in putting to paper his personal account of a disease that may be considered the most stigmatised in human history highlights the difference between the diseased body and the individual. Stigma attached to AIDS is due to the lack of understanding and the culture of mass media. Sontag’s exploration of stigma and illness examines the effects of society and more importantly how a person’s loved ones can have a profound effect on the suffering person’s future. She believed that the diseased body should not be treated as a reflection of the character of the person and understanding this at a fundamental level would help to alleviate stigma. (Sontag, p.80) ‘Philadelphia’ uses the culture of mass media to create awareness of the plight of those affected with HIV/AIDS. It casts in iron the unreasonable discrimination that is brought down upon those who have been condemned to a lifetime of suffering from a disease for which there is no cure.

The shocking nature of these texts violently brings the issues that surround stigma and discrimination to the public conscious. The dissonance between mind and body is emphasised by exploration of the diseased body and the way it is perceived. Societal perception of the diseased body has a stronger influence than personal perception. This damages the sufferers sense of self and removes the sense of control from the sufferers own body. The similarity between the treatments of diseases in these texts emphasises the deep rooted nature of the issue. The constant nature of stigma and its attachment to disease and the unknown can be traced back as far as Victorian England and beyond. This perhaps alludes to the subconscious instincts of protectiveness that makes up human nature.




Bibliography
Aids ist ein Massenmoerder” Commercial, Youtube, Regenbogen. [Accessed: 14 Apr 2013] <http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7FSF5xA36F0
Breaking the Stigma Associated With Mental Illness”, Kendra Stea, Crisis Prevention Institute [Accessed: 04 Apr 2013] <http://www.crisisprevention.com/Blogs/Care-Connections-Balancing-Care-With-Safety/February-2013/Breaking-the-Stigma-Associated-With-Mental-Illness>
Charles Dickens, Bleak House (London, Bradbury & Evans, 1853) p.131
Cancer Man” Breaking Bad, dir. by Vince Gilligan, DVD (New York, AMC Networks, 2009)
Oscar Moore, PWA: Looking AIDS in the face (Kent: Picador, 1996) pp. 28, 126
Susan Sontag, Illness as Metaphor and AIDS and Its Metaphors (London, Penguin, 1979)
Living with HIV in the UK” National AIDS Trust, [Accessed: 01 May 2013] <http://www.nat.org.uk/HIV-Facts/Statistics/Latest-UK-statistics/People-with-HIV-in-UK.aspx>
Philadelphia, dir. by Jonathan Demme (Crossbow Studios, 1993)
Robert N. Fisher, Suffering, Death, and Identity (Amsterdam, Rodopi, 2002) p. 111

 “Romping Hitler Aids ad criticised” BBC News, [Accessed: 24 Apr 2013] <http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/8240793.stm>

Sunday, 1 September 2013

Date Night Outfit

Gooood Evening!

Last night I went out for dinner with my boyfriend, we went to a Mexican restaurant in Crouch End in London and I thought I'd share what I wore with you. The restaurant we went to is called Cafe Mexicali and it was SO nice, great food, snazzy atmosphere and of course lots of different beers to choose from. What more could you want!


It's still pretty warm here in London so I've been avoiding wearing a tonne of foundation and just used Collection 2000 concealer and a little bit of Rimmel Stay Matte powder. I went for a mixture of brown and gold eyeshadows by Mac and Gosh and Mac's Pink Nouveau lipstick. I really like this look and I've been wearing it a lot on nights out through the Summer. 



I wore my new black skater dress from Primark with tights and added a bit of colour with this gold tribal necklace that you will have seen in my last blog post in more detail. We walked to the restaurant which isn't all that close so I just wore plain black ballet pumps from h&m.  





I did my hair using Remington Ci95 Pearl Styling Wand and then I brushed through the curls once it had fully cooled to give it a more natural beachy look and then used Superdrugs Extra Firm Hairspray to keep it from going frizzy. 


One of My Favourite Drinks! 
Alex's Delicious Tacos!

Today we went for ice-cream, I got mint chocolate chip and pistachio, it was really good, I'd never had pistachio ice-cream before, it was really unusual and probably isn't best with mint choc-chip but I still somehow managed to eat it all! 



Having a nice relaxing day now, getting ready to watch Alan Carr Chatty Man as I didn't realise it was back and missed it on Friday night! I've got to finalise my option modules for Uni this week and order (and read) some books in preparation. I'm really looking forward to getting back now and having some kind of proper routine again! 

What did you get up to this weekend?! Have a great week! 

Friday, 30 August 2013

Primark Haul

Hey Guys, 

I went to Primark on Tottenham Court Road today to have a look at their Autumn/Winter range and I ended up picking up a few bits. When I have Uni I like wearing something comfortable when I'm going to be sat in a lecture for a few hours where its generally either too hot or too cold so I decided to grab a few pieces that I can layer up with!
                             
Pink Slippers - £2.50
Midi Rings - £1.50
Candles - £1.50
Necklace - £4.00
Umbrella - £4.00

                            

I thought this statement necklace would be really cool with the skater dress or even with one of the jumpers I got to give them a bit of a lift and look more quirky. They have really nice necklaces in their new range, I had three in picked up and decided I'd get this one in the end. *sad face*


                                  
Black Skater Dress - £5.00

                                   
Green Lace Leotard - £5.00

I have this lace leotard in black and purple too, they look really nice tucked into jeans with some heels for a night out and as always I put some sort or arm hiding device on! 

                                     
Navy & White Cardigan - £6.00

                                      
Green Slouch Sweater - £6.00

                                      
Red Slouch Sweater - £6.00

                                


Have a great weekend everyone! 

Wednesday, 28 August 2013

Blade Runner and Metropolis Essay

Hey Guys!

I love watching films and since I am reading English Literature at University I like to think about things critically. I really loved both 'Blade Runner' and 'Metropolis' so I thought I'd share this essay I've written on how technology is gendered in ‘Metropolis’ by Fritz Lang and ‘Blade Runner’ by Ridley Scott. This is just my opinion, I'd love to know what you think. Enjoy!


Metropolis uses the themes relationships amongst female sexuality and male vision and technology. The films underlying attraction is the relationship between technology and sexuality. This relationship seems to trigger a fascination with power over others as we encounter in the film. The creation of female identity which is formed by “patriarchal forces” such as Frederson, shows us how technology projects femininity to benefit men, as depicted by Donna Haraway in the film. Metropolis is not just gender stereotyping and technophobia; it is an exploration of the roles and expectations of men and women and portrays our ambivalence towards technology and femininity and opens our eyes to the oppression of women and their freedom. The underlying theme in Metropolis is clearly that women are seen as purely sexual objects.

The Weimar era brought about many films that explored human natures dark side. This is when ‘Metropolis’ was born, with themes typical of the Weimar culture - such as oppression. During this era women in the Weimer Republic were seen as sexual objects used to satisfy men. Women were negatively represented throughout the era in male creations of sexuality and they did not seem to liberate themselves of the social insecurities of the time. Because of the women’s appearance in this negative light on a constant basis during this time, they were unable to even reject their own stereotype. This is all clearly represented in ‘Metropolis’ by Fritz Lang in the male creation of female characters such as Maria. The technology in ‘Metropolis’ is centred around this culture of oppression and the ideas brought about during this period.

The changes in German culture post 1925 manifested itself in steps towards Christian fundamentalism lead in part by the rise of the Reich. Due to the split of the Germanic countries after World War I and the continued trade blockade sanctioned against them there was an underlying sense of powerlessness throughout German society and as a response within German culture. This sense of powerlessness led the German people to seek solace in a higher power and led to Christian fundamentalism slowly creeping into the hearts and minds of the German people before the Reich even came to power.

This shift in culture in Germany is directly responsible for the message portrayed in Metropolis and the treatment of women both in the day’s cinematography and society. There is also an undertone of “Deus ex machina" in the film, though Maria’s mechanical counterpart is subjugated and seen to be inferior because of her sex. In contrast to this, she is powerful beyond the means of mortal men due to her mechanical status. The idea that the machine is more powerful than any individual, regardless of gender and that Marias sex is unmade and she is raised to a level beyond the perceived limitations of her gender.

The whole movie was seen through the eyes of the male perspective which portrays the women as sexual objects and robs them of any personal identity. The robot in Metropolis is seen as a creation of technology, sexuality and femininity through the male imagination. The creation of the robot was to reflect the fear that men have of women and technology. Women and machines raise fear for the men because they threaten the dominance and control that men have.

The female robot brought about fear by threatening the control and power of men because of the idea that technology could become so large and advanced that it would eventually be out of mans control and destroy humanity. Maria was seen to pose a threat to Frederson because of the emotions she shows. The scene in metropolis where Rotwang leads Frederson down to the catacombs to watch Maria preach about peace is a direct depiction of the male fear of femininity. In this context he needed to control women because of insecurities about his own dominance and power over women. The technological world was been seen as being dominated by men while women essentially stood on the outside looking in. For example, Rotwang creates a mechanical vamp to satisfy his own sexual desires and be able to control and dominate her every move. He also reveals her at a strip club for the upper classes to enjoy. Lang invents his females as technological objects that come to life at the hands and visions of their male masters. Peter Ruppert says the robot “is replicated not born” thus it should not behave how a naturally born woman would behave. The robot is simply a machine created with no feelings, emotions or morals; this is a deadly combination when Maria is given biological blueprints as she is just a machine with no heart.

This makes the gender of the technology male as the women are created to satisfy men and have no power over themselves. This is clearly seen when the robot, disguised as Maria, is put on the stake to burn, her clothes eventually burn away to display her feminine body. Though this should be a horrendous encounter, every man present cannot part their eyes from her as she burns purely because they see her as nothing but a physical entity. Because Metropolis is a silent film, the body takes on a stronger more powerful meaning.

All of the women are seen as sexual objects, while the robot is mans technological fantasy creation. An issue concerning gender that the film deals with is the paranoid male and the ideal woman that is considered to be a dangerous threat to men in the film. The scene where the robot, “false Maria” does her erotic dance for the men of Metropolis demonstrates how dangerous a woman’s sexuality is seen to be to any man in Metropolis, especially a paranoid man. Introducing the robot brings in many intersections of gender and technology as well as science. Initially, the image of sexual Maria degrades ‘real’ Maria, as well as accentuating her decency; she is put in contrast with her antipode, from an innocent virgin to becoming a whore. The relationship between religious Maria, moral Maria and the robot Maria can be interpreted to show the danger of idolizing technology, as well as humanising it by giving it gender and sexualising it. 

In Blade Runner, gender and technology are an important part of the film. Blade Runner is set in the future, therefore we expect that women’s rights should have increased somewhat. However, the women are characterized as weak secondary characters, whereas the men are all portrayed as strong, powerful characters in the film.

All of the lead characters in Blade Runner are dominated by men. Much like “Metropolis”, the technology in Blade Runner is most certainly masculine. All of the technology is used to enhance the men’s lives. All of the soldiers and blade runners are male and they are manufactured to be strong, fast and intelligent. The women are created solely for the men’s pleasure visually and sexually.  The female replicants Rachael and Pris are both capable women however they are followers rather than leaders and are resigned to the controlling men. Zhora dances purely to entertain men and Roy uses Pris to seduce Sebastian. Men such as Roy, Dr. Tyrell, the blade runners and police officers are all seen to be authoritative figures. Donna Haraway defines the cyborg as “a hybrid of machine and organism” in “A Manifesto for Cyborgs”. As the replicants have no mechanical parts as such, Haraway says that trying to define “the cyborg” is like attempting to define “the woman”, this is to say that it would be almost impossible to compose such a definition.

David Thomson said that he hoped to see Deckard “melt silicon hearts”, this suggests that the replicant women were somewhat objectified as attractive objects for the men to enjoy. In an interview, Ridley Scott said “I guess that if Tyrell went to the trouble of making the perfect replicants, then he’d have taken into account their sexual capabilities”, he suggests that Pris may have been employed in the military camps specifically for sexual purposes.

Is this taking advantage of the advancements of technology to objectify women to use them purely for sexual purposes? Scott also states that there is no point in creating female replicants if “you want them to be ugly”. This suggests that Scott’s aim was to create the female replicants to be looked at and admired and this should perhaps lead to pleasure, this power allows the creator of the replicants, to objectify women through technology. Though Zhora is a skilled detective, she is forced to become a sex worker. She is being used for her body rather than her intelligence just because she has no control over what she must do. Likewise, Pris exists to entertain and primarily to sexually satisfy others, she is called a basic pleasure model.  Deckard shows violence towards Rachael when he finds her desirable. All of these women are put in awkward situations and are very much oppressed by the men in the film. This is because they have no real control over themselves as they are manmade. Rachael is one of Tyrell's new Nexus 6 replicants - this means she develops memories which lead to instructions for Deckard to terminate her. Some people believe that Deckard is himself a retired Blade Runner and that his purpose in life is to find and kill the genetically engineered replicants in the film. However, Deckard has now fallen for Rachael and is not willing to kill her. Though she has been created and is a replicant and not a human, Deckard realises that the replicants that he has been retiring were manufactured with memories and that they have developed human emotions and so he falls in love with her. This could be to suggest that he has fallen for a technological replicant, not a real woman. In the love scene between Rachael and Deckard it is hard to see it as loving or caring of Deckard, as he takes advantage of her unstable memory and takes possession of her body. 

Anne Balsamo says “picking up the script Deckard’s visual and sexual desire, Rachael symbolically reasserts the social and political position of woman as object of man’s consumption”. This shows us how these women are nothing more than manufactured replicants that are being used. Though the technology is masculine and is built to satisfy and enhance the men's lives, technology has worked against Deckard in this instance, the male dominated world in which the film is set leaves him with two options, kill or be killed. He is forced to begin a tragic game where man and machine go to horrendous extremes to achieve the same thing - Life. All of this leans towards male oriented technology which transcends the physical mechanics involved and becomes something more than human, another example of the machine symbolising a higher power. This manifests as an almost godlike status being granted to the mechanical men. The associated power that is given to them ultimately works against everyone. The ill treatment and objectification of women could be to extract sympathy from the audience, the replicants represent not only the battle of the sexes in the film and the misuse of women but it challenges our idea of what is human and what is not. It also makes us think about what is real and what is not real, though the replicates are supposedly manmade, we feel sympathetic for them when they are mistreated. If they were just physical objects or had no feelings we surely would not feel this way. This is the danger of humanising technology and giving it a gender.  

One of the main themes in Blade Runner is Christianity. The tenets of fundamentalist Christianity do not afford women the same rights as men. This is observable through the handling of femininity both through how technology is gendered and the treatment of the females in the film.

In both Metropolis and Blade Runner, the gender bias of technology is used to empower men and enhance their lives. The gender bias of technology in both fictional constructs is predominately used to empower males and accentuate masculinity. This status granted by men by the new technological prowess means that they are capable of objectifying women. The female technology in both Blade Runner and Metropolis is compliant to what appeals to the men. The men are powerful and controlling as they are able to use technology to their advantage to create their ideal women, with whom they can do as they please.

You can draw a comparison between both films treatment of womanliness in context to Christianity. The Christian ideology is ubiquitous to the message conveyed by both films. The extension of this is the bias in the way that technology is gendered. In both films, technology is used to help create Christian idealised versions of both males and females. The gender stereotypes that are held within the Christian belief system are all seen to be enhanced by technology. In both films the purpose of the technology is split between men and women to separate them into the traditional gender roles from a Christian ideological perspective.

 The men seem to find comfort and solace in the knowledge that they can objectify the women in both films to ensure that they are seen to be the governing gender by using technology. They also use this technological power to fulfil their sexual needs in both films. In Metropolis, themes such as relationships within female sexuality, the male vision and technology combine to create a massive threat to men. Similarly, in Blade Runner, women though capable are debilitated by technology and are also used solely for the pleasure of men.

The men are the technological leaders and in both cases women are their creations to be admired, controlled and dominated by the paranoid male leaders.  The male orientated technology goes beyond the simple mechanics involved to empower the men and further enhance their dominance.
               



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